long pause...

wow long time no see huh? been very busy schools kicking my butt but it has been a good semester ii amofficially done tomorrow!!! what a milestone!! wow am leaving the student world to the working world... am not really seeing the impact od this but i know i'll look back to this day with nostalgia... wow it has been 7 years of my life in this country... its a life time!! how do i just pick up my life and leave?and start over? how are things gonna be when i get home? i know things changedd but part of me wishes they hadn't so i could catch up... anyways will update you on the moving prcess gotta go now... enjoy!!!

New Moon

new month, new exams, new ideas... am thinking of writing a book about my life... i thought about it yesterday... i think it would be therapeutic y'now? anyways, almost done with exams, one to go then one week of work then vac... looking forward but i really wanted to see my sister.. oh well... anwyways, a cousin died this week, am really bummed, i havent seen him in more than 7 years but i feel as if i was robbed of a chance of saying goodbye y'now? but at the same time am not that sad because i havent seen him in a while but still he was a good guy as far as i remember... oh the fleetingness of life.... ciao

oh... bees and shoes

i was just stung by a bee... lemme tell u its not pretty!!! oh it hurts like hell!!!wow, everybody says its painful but nobody says how much!! jeezz... anyways for some reason i feel like talking about shoes...but i dont have anything to say besides the fact that i love them but always end up buying the wrong ones... like buying sandals in winter, closed shoes in summer and such. anyways, writing on monday gotta study.
peace!

Holding on

how is it that as soon as you hit puberty your problrms get 1000% magnified?
where does it all goes wrong? when u are a child u do all you can to be an adult, as soon as you grow up and become an adult(and all the baggage that comes with it) we do all we can to hold on to our childhood memories and they seem like the only thing that keeps us sane...
i wonder what am i gonna tell my kids when they growing up in this subject, how am i going to tell them to enjoy their childhood in this age? how am i going to teach them without making them scared of growing up? i wanna be able to tell them that is ok to want to grow up but please please plase enjoy where you are now because it is very fleeting....
anyways, just one of those things.
peace in (it realy doesnt make sense to say peace then out)!!

Rejection

oh such a nasty word and no one should ever go through it... hope... something so fragile, yet so strong, to have hope is to ha reason forve faith and to have faith is to not waiver, but wow, sometimes is hard... oh the reason for my posting is that i was so excited about this conference, planned and all, and i was rejected... am so pissed, so down... anyways it probably wasnt what God has planned for me. i have to be strong, hopeful and faithful huh.... seek His kingdom first...

how weird is this?

A tree frog ripped apart by a lawnmower has been stitched back together after undergoing life-saving surgery in Australia. check the link on the blog there...

oh.....................

oh sucky sucky day...i slept late yesterday(doing an assignment) and today i feel like zombie!!!! am falling asleep standing! am telling i could probably be drooling while talking(disgusting i know but true)my head feel so heavy!!! am glad tomorrow i dont have to wake up early really am... anyways todays i a record day where am submitting 4 assignments in a day yoh... God is good. anyways gotta go later!!

Toiling

mmm... that sounds like a fun word... "toiling" (try and say it in your head) anyways, we trying to finish our assignment (not fun)and thank you Mr. Ford for inventing lean thinking but this sucks!!! yo, and to top it all its not as if there is tons of RELYABLE info about it... anways just 3 more days and then break from this for the exams...!! k gotta go later...

Buses and brothers in the freezing cold!

waiting for the bus in the freezing cold... mm not cool! i seriously need a car... hope i can get one before the end of the year coz this is just not on. anyways heard from a friend that i haven't seen in a while and i really hope she's doing ok. just got home from school and i must say that NOW i know the meaning of annoying brothers! i try and try, anyways being the oldest suuucks!until they are mature boys shouldn't be allowed to live no the same planet as women! uugghh!!

Who invented group work?

oh am mad am mad... do you know when u in school and u have group work to do? ya... the idea in itself already sucks now imagine when you have lazy group memebers!!! now i will admit that am not the most diligent person on the planet but when is group work and i have to do something i pitch with what i was assigned to do!! this girl in my group id driving me up the wall... the only reason that we not gonna kick her out is becuase we dont want her to lose her marks but she's really taking us for a ride, and every fiber of my being is dying to just lash out at her but i wont, it wont do anything,and besides, we still have classes together next semester (but am avoing that trap in the future)anyways, i hope i can keep my mouth shut...
so now am trying to find info for the assignment and the computer is not working (i refuse to get mad, i wont let the machines win) ;-) ok, i gotta go now... will write soon